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i will be using this new blog to record my thoughts as i travel to India and Thailand for the next 2 1/2 months! two blog would get confusing for me! :)
love

days

had a nice day today.

saw lots of friends new and old..

had an amazing lunch, team work andrew tonie and myself... and maybe the chick on the food channel..mmmm quinua.

im soo sleep right now but i wanted to write this down before i forget to.

SETH

EM

MEG

HAILY

ANDREW

TONIE

LESLIE

SHANE

KEVIN

SKYLER

RYAN

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.NEW AND OLD.

Its weird how people grow..they all are the same people save a few (drugs) but all so there own. big small happy sad broke set...

im glad at least some people can live close to one another. i wish the world was more like my street.

skype

i have just used Skype for the first time last night.. it was crazy. i will be happy i will be able to keep in touch with friends and family through it... i am leaving in 12 days! i am feeling super nervous.. my tummy is feeling like its on a roller coaster...

last night my family had Christmas up in rosburg it was fun.. there was a lot of crazy kids running around. i wish there werent such thing as distance.. everything being together always..

im going to go shower now and go to rei.

packing

i leave in 13 days....

packing... thats what im doing... when i wake up i think about it when i go to sleep lol..

i need to get better at posting more regularly... even if its small.

good days latly.. lots of driving, new people...inthemoments.

so sleepy. so excited, so freaked out,

happy

i will miss you.

BF

LOML

F

R

B

it will be interesting to see if i remember what these stand for in a week :)

newyears resonluton....

blog and journal constantly while on my trip..

jan15th-march23rd

ahh not enough time, too many things

: 0 my dad is yelling that in the kitchen right now...

o how it always feels that way..

Run

I just went running at Dorris ranch..

it was raining.

it was beautiful.

i feel like such a baby today. i like i am still 12 years old and completely dependent.

it was a good day tho.

if you lived with me would you go running with me?

id like that.

did you like what i said about our kids playing?

I'm feeling sad about leaving for so long so soon. i leave Jan 15 for two and a half months. its so long! i am already feeling home sick. i will miss my family, friends, boyfriend, rain, bed.

why does my heart long for exploration and advencher? not every body seem to.

i wish i could travel with the people i loved instead of leaving them behind. id like to have my own family someday i can do this with, pack them all up and advencher : )

i can not wait to be a wife and a mother. i hope I'm good at it.

i miss you friends in different parts of my world. you may be 1000000 miles away or 200 but i miss you,

i hope i see you soon.

i hope you kiss me at 830pm

i hope you are smiling

i hope she loves you

i hope we can all live next to each other

i hope he falls in love with you

i love you

I'm going to fly away now..

i found this photo today of a woman in a gown. in a garden. i love this photo. everything about it makes me happy.

today was a good day. i feel liked i love and was loved. what else is there really?

i am sleepy now, so i will sleep soon.
i wish i could copy my heart on to paper some times. to see in plain sight what is going on with in it.
i have feelings i wish i didnt.. feelings that make me sad. dreams that shouldnt be. why do these things happen? and why does it seem so imposible to control them?

i made tea for you today, you payed me with making me feel safe and warm in your arms. i will remember what you said and pretend they are around me when im lonley for you. thank you for you.

i wrote you today, it was with my heart. i felt every word i typed. i also heard you today even tho you didnt say anything. i miss you.

i called you today and someone else answered. i talked to two people today with one call. it made my heart happy. i wish for a block family with all our kids playing together......

you sent me a photo of abe today : )

good night moon.
i miss my babys.

ps i wanted to have my own doggie today..... i must be crazy.