i found this photo today of a woman in a gown. in a garden. i love this photo. everything about it makes me happy.

today was a good day. i feel liked i love and was loved. what else is there really?

i am sleepy now, so i will sleep soon.
i wish i could copy my heart on to paper some times. to see in plain sight what is going on with in it.
i have feelings i wish i didnt.. feelings that make me sad. dreams that shouldnt be. why do these things happen? and why does it seem so imposible to control them?

i made tea for you today, you payed me with making me feel safe and warm in your arms. i will remember what you said and pretend they are around me when im lonley for you. thank you for you.

i wrote you today, it was with my heart. i felt every word i typed. i also heard you today even tho you didnt say anything. i miss you.

i called you today and someone else answered. i talked to two people today with one call. it made my heart happy. i wish for a block family with all our kids playing together......

you sent me a photo of abe today : )

good night moon.
i miss my babys.

ps i wanted to have my own doggie today..... i must be crazy.