sand

i love the beach so much. i always feel so at home when im near the ocean. the air smells feels and tasts fresher saltier, better : )
i went to the beach today with my sister, brother, James, Lauren, Erny, joey, Haily, and Megan. we pretended i was the mom and joey was the dad(we both being the oldest out of them : )) and the rest of them were all my baby's. it was fun, i got to take care of them all day.
we hiked up sweet creek and it was beautiful. there are so many amazing places to take photos or just swim. i cant wait to go back there ; ) come if you'd like just let me know and well go.
after that we went to the beach it was cold and perfect. i got sand in my boots. we all huddled together under one of those stick shelters.. Erny wanted to know what it was that girls talked about when boys weren't around so we started talking about our periods and boys we liked : ) it was funny!
then we all journeyed bad to our cars and drove the fast way to Moe's! we played and laughed! i apparently was drinking while pregnant with James so he turned out strange and Erny in my favy and Emily crazy smart but is autistic. i was talking about Seth being the love of my life then i got in trouble cuz all my kids thought me and there dad were barking up so we had to cover up.. lol we were all so silly all day it was nice.

i still have sand in my hair.. my skin smells like the ocean.
i went home.

driving home in the rain and dark was so scary.. i really didnt like it. one of my children got ill on the ride home. i had to pull over to let him get out and throw up : (

other than that it was all really nice.
im sleepy.
i wish i wasn't going to sleep so cold in my bed. yes i miss you.